Sleep

This thing called sleep,
it's a dodging concept.
perpetual and deep
only after life has passed
but to sleep
is to live long
so i do not understand
why can i not find the will
to sleep
to rest
to let myself relax
for gods sake
wahts wrong with me
i don't think normality
is an option for me
oi,
i will learn to sleep normally perhaps
*sighs* but then there is no proof that insomnia leads to shorter lifespan
in fact, i just read that insomnia does not lead to shorter lifespan
they found that people that slept seven hours lived longer then those with 6 or eight, but insomnia don't count lol :S
anyways i guess polyphasic sleeping wouldn't be terrible for my health either, i'll just take longer naps or some such now that it is summer. i think that will help me to like survive lol. cause this sleep deprivation does make me feel a little crazy at times lol *hugs and kises masha*